Listening But Not Listening: The Anupam Roy Sound Effect

So for the past few years or so it's been more like a routine. I can't sleep at night, I lie down and toss and turn and give up. I plug in my work and work and work. I try to sleep again. Get up again. By this time let me tell you, the entire family has been sleeping for a good three four hours at the least.

I give up. I do what I've been thinking of doing but pushing off. I plug in the music and head out for a a walk alone. The night is already all quiet by now and no one notices me. I walk and walk and walk, the music blaring loud in my ear, my head banging on to it, or sometimes shedding a tear. No one to watch you see..

Or sometimes

Lyrics Of Firiye Dewaar Gaan From The Movie Hemlock Society

I absolutely love this song...and it is only recently that I have understood all the words as in how to sing.

I am still way far from understanding all of it, but that never stops you from loving an Anupam Roy song till forever, right?

So sing along....

bhebechilaam tokey firiye debo aami
bhebechilaam ghurey takabo na
bhebechilaam tokey puriye felbo aami
bhebechilaam uriye debo chaai

kichu parlam na shudhu barlo ojon buk
shukhi gaal bojhena kobider oshukh
patla thonter dogaaye shajano golper khoi
tokey firiye deva uchit oboshoi

ebhabe